Thursday 28 February 2013

preparation of death....

There is life and there is death.....Happiness and sorrow is related to both...When i was born...people were happy...when some bad people dies..people are happy too. Today...i give some thoughts about the journey...Till the day when i was born...what did i do....what did i actually lost....what did i actually gain.We Celebrate our birthday...and most of us hates ourselves(not me....i love me)...When people are negative about themselves thats the hate for themselves..Then why we are grateful for our birthday?most of the time of our life....what do we actually do? some fools around....some goes crazy for money.....some try to just live the life....and some wants to make their name live. I have heard and felt extreme negativity about everything I truly love from the surroundings....it can be a career...or someone i love....but there is always negativity.But i am always positive about those i want from heart....because i know that i am right.That is possible that most among many things fails thats why i decide only few things and stick with it till the end.The day we were born...till the day we die...do we actually die once? In the journey we die more than once....first death starts with the pure soul within us...then it continues.Of course we dont want to be a child...but do we realize that how happy a child is ?...we make this life complex ourselves only.Simple things of life is complex now a day because we think too much....too much about future...specially  the lines with "what if"...but we can make the future like we want...instead we let it come...not knowing what it brings along with it. I dont believe in blind future...i know my future...at least i know the overall summery.In between lots can happen....i will be positive no matter what happens.Life is a fight and we should not fight it like a war...if we do...revenge...grudge...hate..will come.I compete with myself...and the unknown who is getting better everyday. I can spend my birthday alone by not feeling lonely....just because i accept loneliness. No matter how many people left me....i will be positive with what i have...and will have.One of my most respected teacher said...."I call my life is preparation for death"...i agree..because once we die in general...there will be no one to remember us after a year of death.All our attitude...proud will either be Reduce to ashes or soil. Till the day when i was born...i dont want to be just ash or soil...There is no meaning of celebrating our birthday if we can make it rememberable.I know if i die today....no one will remember me after 2 months.So i plan to die with a boom...so i am taking my time.There is always someone special to count on....my day is not just arrived for that yet...so i am keeping myself positive. Frankly....i never feel like celebrating my birthday.....but i will...with both special goal and person with me..one day.And that day is coming :)
Note: This isn't about my life....this can be anyone's life...which depends on the the things the choose for their life.