There are two best moments I find for myself from time to time....one is to sit alone and think...and another one sit with someone close and talk....but the topic is one..the golden moments of our past.Today i sit alone and remind myself those moments again...i am sure that most of you have been there in your past...and you always feel only good when you remember them.....Lets forget all the negative feelings...failure in love ,friendship, exam....frustration,depression....for sometime(if you are positive you can throw them away forever...)
Remember the time of school ...when were kids ? ....Playgrounds....fights....innocent lies? Don't you feel like crying when you think about the complexity we are in now? ..no lies..i always feel this way when i remember those moments...I feel...what have we done to ourselves...what have we become..Most people thinks"if i could go back to those days..." .
Try to remember one single fight with someone which makes you still hate that person you fought with, when you were kids.. ..i am sure you wont remember any with hate attached with it...you will just smile genuinely and feel like meeting that person and remind him about that fight and laugh together.
My childhood is full of golden memories....most of them i share with someone special but i can share most of them you too...because you are no different than me when we were kids..
Now i am going back to one of my oldest memories...
Around 1993-94...we had two groups in my class...i was the leader of one group(damn...what awesome days they were...) and other group had one leader too..We were kinda rival groups...specially the leaders..we were enemies..we almost never talked.One day we had a deadly fight..i rather call that wrestling(big fan of WWF [now WWE]at that time)...no one win though .I meet that guy after 16 years of gap in 2010 and he so happy to see me that he arranged a reunion with some of our old classmates from primary school just for me because i was leaving my state...Since then we are in touch...we are friends.We remember and laugh together reminding ourselves about the kid us.
I remember those days when we tried to catch fish with bare hands...without fearing what other things might attack us in the water...I remember those when i climbed one tree without noticing the big caterpillars with the same color as the tree in it....I remember that day when a monkey chased me....I remember when one senior grabbed me and i almost cried...but i said my friends that it was just an acting.....Now we have grown up....but we lot our innocence...and the purely good Us ,all of us...no exceptions.The guy(Not me) who used to hate bad words(I still don't use them..)...uses bad words with every line.The guy(Not me... again) who were so innocent at that time has become a drug addict..The girl (Obviously not me :P )who used to hate alcohol and smoke...,smokes and drinks almost regularly now.We are not the innocent kids who had no negativity with them anymore...we are BIG(?) now..but are we improved as well ?
Education is NOT the measure of improvement in human life..it the heart..and soul.
Weren't we used to say "i don't like you "if we did not like someone?....weren't we used to say "i like you/this" if we liked something or someone.?why we can't do that now?..Think deeply...aren't we making our lives complex by ourselves?If we have a fight with someone now...can we laugh together about that fight? ...Instead a difference may come between us. Why we can't watch cartoons like before even if we like to watch them now(I still watch cartoons and read comics...and i don't care what others think)? are we too shy to do that? or we are afraid of being insulted?...Are we trying to prove that we are mature people by watching news channels and serious discussions?....Please don't kill the kid inside you...he/she is almost everything positive you get.I came to know about some actors..one of them is Oscar nominated..who still have fun like a kid...and always laughs out loud.I salute them...they are the life in "life".
You know, i miss the old me sometime...all the negativity that came to me once had almost destroyed the old me who used to be really innocent and good and i am sure that did not only happened to me,Now i don't know who am i exactly now...but i am trying to bring the old me back by choosing the people with true heart for me..i only hope to not get hurt again and i know i will not..i trust them a lot.But it is not about me...its about us...none of us can go back to our golden past...but we CAN make our lives golden now by being positive and honest like we were once.Just remember the feelings of golden past and decide to bring them back...who says you can't...only the one who thinks he/she can't ,can't do that.
Be a kid...i am not suggesting childish behavior because our age don't support that....but be childlike..Laugh with open heart, express your feelings with no fear, cry if you have to...but within the boundary of the people who has true feelings for you.Just remember...everyone wants to get their kid form back...most of them are afraid, shy and most of them are too proud....and those will not understand us as kids and probably will insult us.Kids does what they like...what they feel like doing...So as Dale Carnegie said
"People rarely succeed unless they have fun in what they are doing."
So have fun..be a kid...and feel the success...and you don't have to say"my mind flies away to those days of our awesome childhood." because you can have it right here right now..
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